Literally..........a way of thinking

I think Coyotes are interesting creatures. Most people view them as pests, but I see them as a creature that is adaptive and full of paradox. This one has shown up quite abit at my place and every I see him he makes me smile. I usually find him bouncing about on a snow drift, or letting my dogs chase him a bit so he can turn around and follow them back up the driveway.This fascinating creature also invokes a sense of mystery to me. I often find myself wondering where the rest of the pack is, what does he manage to eat to stay so healthy looking?, but mostly I ask what is it that he is trying to tell me.

The last little while has been nothing short of amazing. The messages, flow, and the general feel good feeling and yet there is something else. I have found I am almost obsessive about wholeness and what it means. When it comes to people, I often find myself disappointed that in this day and age we are still viewing and reacting at a primal level. By that I mean that we often don't think past the immediate when it comes to the environment or past the surface when it comes to people. I have been gaining some razzing for how I think. "Ruby don't you think you're being just a little too literal it isn't going to make THAT much of a difference"
Well perhaps not.....or perhaps these vibes will grow and spread!  I am an Aquarian so obviously it is exactly what I am hoping for! Let's push the bar! Let me take you on a wee tour of how MY thinking works....

Take the environment. Sure we say we recycle and all that jazz, but what if we took it a step further? What if instead of buying that dozen eggs stuffed in a plastic or Styrofoam carton we bought them in the cardboard carton? Why? It would eliminate the recycling depot because the shells and the carton work wonders in the ol' compost pile which then is used to grow our veggies without the aid of chemical fertilizers, which eliminates a trip to town to buy them AND saves our health AND our pocket book AND our carbon footprint AND our Earth.

What if we took a look at people and quit judging them over hear-say and all that, and took the time to toss judgement to the curb and get to know them or at the very least understand that THEIR choices are exactly that ......THIERS. And we don't have to agree, accept or otherwise, but KNOW that they have a UNIVERSAL right to engage in THEIR own life EXPERIENCE just like us. AND what makes us think we are more than the next when  WE ARE ALL PERFECT...WE ARE ALL GOD... because...and say it with me...... WE ARE ALL ONE!

Now maybe I am completely off the mark and perhaps I have rose coloured glasses, but frankly.....I love these glasses! It allows me to see past this still picture and see that yes this coyote is obviously on the move and yes he seems almost aloof and blends in to his environment, but past that he's AWARE, CONNECTED, and IS MOVING TO HIS OWN INNER SPIRIT!

 I can guarantee you, the animals that come here come because as a connected being,(because we are ALL CONNECTED) I listen and have provided for them what I would want to be provided with. A clean environment, with an endless food supply that grows with the natural rhythm of the earth, and a being that accepts me for what I AM. I may not be right, but I am not looking to BE right....I am merely asking that you consider taking a closer look and a closer listen......you may be pleasantly surprised to RE-find YOUR "forgotten" piece of the puzzle.....

With Love and Gratitude
Ruby

It is infinite...
Rainbows surround the sun, messages from the moon..
Things are speeding up...and change will come...

Everything is as it seems.....

Just when you may think everything is desolate and foreboding like a frozen terrain in throws of winter you may think that nothing is as it seems
Just remember, under that expanse of winter wonder lays a world teaming with life merely awaiting the thawing warmth of the sun
Kind of like us...quietly gathering under the cover of sleep waiting for that light to come forth and shine through!

Seems to me that Everything is as it seems...

At Last

Mmmm…how I love the look of that heavy frost that comes along and blankets everything in a shimmer of white. To me it literally speaks magic! Magic is what my drive was the other week. Between the bit of fog, heavy frost and the light snow falling then snaking across the highway it was as if time literally stood still. Here I was seemingly alone on a 2 lane highway with virtually no traffic, encased in varying shades of white, and like a little whisper my past year came into focus.
 I love when that happens!!

Now I was going to go about this in the roundabout way I usually do. Where it may be inspiring but it would allow me not to reveal to much of myself…..however this time it has to be open…so here goes!!

Last December we were blessed with a Blue Moon and everyone was telling me what a good omen that was but, at the time I didn’t really see it that way.
I spent the first 5 months being ridiculed and tossed under a bus by an apparent ‘friend’. I literally rang in the new year separating from my husband….not great.
Over the summer I just did. I ran from this to that just doing and experiencing. Get this done, check this out, be here, go there, be this for this person and that for that one. (don’t get me wrong I had fun!) I spent the entire summer trying to find this new groove.
The last 3 months I have spent sleeping. I have literally been going to bed earlier and on the occasional sleep in days I am actually sleeping in. I have been mentally and emotionally spent.  I have been fighting cold after cold, had a Hepatitis A scare, and have even caught the flu….I don’t get the flu!!
But that was okay because my famous line has always been “I am always Okay”.

Okay so where is this good omen they were all talking about?

Well where to start! Hubby and I rekindled a friendship we thought we’d lost and gained a new perspective of each other and through that,  the home we had imagined for the last 10 years is taking shape before our eyes.
The loss of a 12 year friendship made room for some real friends to step out of the shadows and show me how friends should be and that I don’t have to DO anything! I have gained a personal freedom that I had only dreamed of.
I realized though I am not a “perfect” mom (whatever that is) I am exactly what my kids need, they are what I need, and we grow together!
The 3 months of sleeping was actually 3 months of processing. Bears do that hibernation thing! Every time I turned around the Universe was showing me that! Darn near every event I wanted to attend it so happened I had prior engagements and commitments! There was that constant “you want to go…but not just yet”.  Once I saw that and quit trying to figure out what the heck was going on…Snap there it was! Sometimes I am so gorgeous I can’t stand it!LOL

I realized that I DO need confirmation that I know what I know, I DO need confirmation that I am ready, and I DO need confirmation that I can. That confirmation had to and has to come from me. It was my lack of believing in myself that led to my NOT being READY, WILLING, and ABLE.
And yes the realization that sometimes I do need some help and that is okay. I needed to be able to receive, as well as, I am able to give…..

So now after experiencing the coming together of the Lunar eclipse with a full moon and Winter solstice I am not fearful of the abundance that is coming my way, OUR way. Why?
Quite simply…Faith

Faith in knowing WE are not alone
Faith in knowing WE can trust what comes
Faith in knowing that WE are no longer just OKAY

So to you, to all of us, I thank you.
I thank you for the experiences that have been and will be.
I thank you for the love that has always come.
Most of all I thank you for allowing me to share.
Where ever you may be-come the new year…..we will in some way be-come together…

WE ARE ONE
WE ARE ALL KNOWING
WE ARE ABSOLUTELY, UNEQUIVOCALLY, POSITIVELY RADIANT!!

As always..
with love and gratitude
Ruby

The Sun will rise

As the sun will continue to rise at dawn each morning.....
our spirits will continue to sing
our hearts will continue to speak
our guides will continue to show us the way
our energy will continue to dance
and if we are willing......we will listen

Somewhere over the Rainbow

When I see a rainbow I am left in awe. There is just something so magical about them. So you can imagine my delight to see this little piece of rainbow one moment and to have it burst forth from the clouds and show it’s true brilliance!
Hmmm….. Kind of like us when we let our true selves shine through…..

How many times have you learnt something about a friends past that makes you change your perspective of them? How often after hearing about their hopeful future endeavors have you thought perhaps they have missed the ‘special’ bus! Whether we want to admit it or not we are often times comfortable thinking of our acquaintances and loved ones as how ‘we’ see them with what we ‘know’ of them. Give too much history, future or truth and most would rather walk away from this ‘you just lost your marbles’ you than take the time to readjust their vision.

How much do we really ‘know’ about that person we meet for lunch? If I found out the ‘what’ was, would I too walk the other way? If I found out they wanted to build a ‘Faerie and Gnome Sanctuary’ would I too,  go running in the other direction screaming insanity? If they told me what they really thought would I give them the ‘ole what for’ and start the gossip party line? Or have I felt enough of that in my own life that I would take that extra moment and enjoy what is about to unfold with this wonderful being?

I know I have lost more than a few “friends” in my life when I have begun to allow myself to be me. Though I had always retreated back into the clouds, this time I will revel in the freedom of it all.

We all have our dark clouds, blankets that we try to hide behind…….but behind those clouds, I know, there is magic just waiting to be set free!...

Beyond all that was…. all that will be….Today is still today and I am still, always, me….

Move me

Movement, in any form, is blissful. It allows you to fly above yourself, be yourself, with yourself.

Have you ever looked up and watched moths or butterflies flutter around? It looks so helter skelter especially when there are two of them. This random un-choreographed performance in where it appears that they haven’t a clue what they are doing or where they are going or who is watching. Just fluttering around a center that we can’t see.

It is beautiful.

Most people think of movement in the physical sense of the word, but as we become more aware we find that movement exists on all levels. I also find that when you are making a move to enhance your emotional and spiritual level, stretch your wings, you come across the same obstacles. Most can’t wrap their mind around something that isn’t ‘physically’ tangible, a dance that has no specific steps, a path with an unknown destination. If they can’t ‘see’ it then it mustn’t be……you must have lost your marbles!
When I began to get off the mental couch and stretch and allow the other sides of me to wake up and move…..well let’s just say I spend a lot more of my free time on my own. A little disconcerting at first to be so disregarded and judged….to feel like I should be committed for wanting something other than the Lazy-Boy and Real Housewives of Orange County! Just sit back down and stay in the unconscious! Re-Runs are great!
What I felt at first as a great injustice, and direct attack, has in turn, become a blessing. My ‘feet’ tingle with excitement and this new station, it has no re-runs and the characters are so REAL and multi-dimensional!

Movement on an emotional and spiritual level with no choreography, no right or wrong, no specific destination. Fluttering around an invisible center and enjoying the grace of it in its uncensored state. Flying above myself, being myself, with myself.